Wants to be loved

Hello ladies, my name is Benjamin. I am a easy going man, I enjoy going to the beach, bike riding, hiking, play pool and back gammon, plus a million other things. I live in Pico Rivera by myself. I would like to met a woman that is not playing games and is drama free. A [...]
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Aretha:
I'm having a having a hard time describing my feelings and understanding them, truthfully.
(1 December 2016)

Aretha:
I suppose this is theoretical and potentially weird sounding but do I subconsciously want to remove myself from this relationship in terms of a break or separation?
(1 December 2016)

Aretha:
I've actually been thankful to disconnect.
(1 December 2016)

Aretha:
Truthfully I was moderately frustrated following our argument and I was really wanting some space.
(1 December 2016)

Aretha:
During this time, while I thought to text him when moments reminded me of him, and it wasn't my first move to text him once I got my phone back, in fact its been quite awhile situationly speaking since I got the phone.
(1 December 2016)

Aretha:
Now I got a new phone today and we only emailed twice, mostly me just explaining what is going on, in the 3 days of being separated communication speaking.
(1 December 2016)

Aretha:
My phone recently broke and stopped working for me, making it almost impossible to communicate.
(1 December 2016)

Aretha:
I only see my boyfriend on weekends since we are not living together and I have to commute in a completely opposite direction and we already live 30 minutes apart.
(1 December 2016)

Aretha:
Over the weekend, we got in a fight and I believe it was resolved in his eyes.
(1 December 2016)

Mozella:
I don't know what to do or how to start, but I'm willing to try.
(1 December 2016)