Are there any 40+ women out there who like a “softie” ?

I know that most want a so called real man or masculine man and a softie is undesirable to the most. So if you are within that small percent that appreciates my type, maybe we should talk ? Blond, blue eyed, sensitive easy going creative, healthy, many interests hoping to find my soulmate though also [...]
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Brigida:
I made a vow but I'm really just unhappy.
(29 December 2016)

Brigida:
I've even considered asking for an open marriage but I know he wouldn't allow that.
(29 December 2016)

Brigida:
It just ends and I feel used and I start to think the worst and that's to step out just get my feet wet and come back home.
(29 December 2016)

Brigida:
EVERYTIME I find myself EXTREMELY unsatisfied.
(29 December 2016)

Brigida:
Sex everyday until I got pregnant or at least came.
(29 December 2016)

Brigida:
So after going months without I was expecting fireworks, ya know?
(29 December 2016)

Brigida:
We were celibate before marriage not virgins but celibate.
(29 December 2016)

Brigida:
Anyways here we are in late December and I'm feeling not satisfied.
(29 December 2016)

Brigida:
We were leaving together for about a year before we tied the knot.
(29 December 2016)

Brigida:
I moved out of my parents house into my very first apartment with my boyfriend.
(29 December 2016)