Shoulda, Coulda, Woulda…

I was supposed to meet Ray last night.The date had been stuck in my mind for weeks. I scheduled a hair appointment and a mani/pedi. I even scheduled a wax, though I knew wasn’t going to sleep with //meelp.com/blog/523631/post_3733117.html?ANON_CONFIRM=TRUE Star:I believe that I m ovulating because I got off my period a few days before those [...]
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Joana:
And sure, the new girl makes me smile and crap but I know it's just a swooning phase that's temporary.
(5 December 2016)

Joana:
I'm not happy with my current gf but I know she's trying hard to get me back and I do want her in my future.
(5 December 2016)

Joana:
But it just turned back 'on' last week.
(5 December 2016)

Joana:
It was at the 'off' mode when I started talking to her.
(5 December 2016)

Joana:
Some background info: my relationship has been on an On-off basis.
(5 December 2016)

Joana:
I see her every Wednesday and i wanna figure something out before she tries to make a move.
(5 December 2016)

Joana:
So i don't wanna lose her by telling her I have a gf and break her heart.
(5 December 2016)

Joana:
I really enjoy our friendship though cuz I hardly have friends.
(5 December 2016)

Joana:
I made a mistake of not telling her about my current relationship status.
(5 December 2016)

Joana:
I haven't 'officially' flirted or anything, but she wants me and I developed some feelings for her.
(5 December 2016)