Looking for older mature/cougar

Im looking for a older women to date i am 19 but older women are more attractive to me im 5′9 180lbs not fat but i want an older women because i find them attractive i like ones on the chubby side i dont have a job at the moment ive bein tryin so hard [...]
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Kandis:
His kids he doesn't bring to town for these events either other then the week after Christmas.
(4 December 2016)

Kandis:
Never have the events fallen when he has to be picking them up from his exes brother (the brother transports them due to divorce issues). So how can we get my brother to see how selfish he is?
(4 December 2016)

Kandis:
He is 42 and has two kids but is divorced so they are with their mother.
(4 December 2016)

Alvera:
What's up with people thinking it's not okay to be a virgin?
(4 December 2016)

Alvera:
They want to get past every stage in a relationship so quickly...why?
(4 December 2016)

Alvera:
Everyone wants to lose their virginity so soon.
(4 December 2016)

Bebe:
So are we just friends then?
(4 December 2016)

Bebe:
I have no idea why she talks to me or why she s even communicating.
(4 December 2016)

Bebe:
After such a rejection knowing she can find someone else and maybe have a relationship with. she texts me when i m not even expecting.
(4 December 2016)

Bebe:
I m not sure why she s even talking to me.
(4 December 2016)