I know it can be really difficult to talk about these topics and about OCD

I am tired, I suffer from regular headaches and hyperacusis; well it sucks. This helps to reduce anxiety; the OCD, however, remains intense. Pure fear, between life and death. Other people, for example, have to fold their clothes in a very particular way; everything has to be in its place._ Ella:Do dads ever get jealous … Continue reading I know it can be really difficult to talk about these topics and about OCD →
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Emilie:
I m wasting my youth?
(23 December 2016)

Emilie:
I know that movies don t usually line up with reality but that s what I want to be doing.
(23 December 2016)

Emilie:
I know comparing my life to tv is bullshit but I can t help but be jealous of kids in movies who have large groups of great friends and are always having fun together and partying and can be independent of their parents.
(23 December 2016)

Emilie:
They have to drive me everywhere and always know what I m doing.
(23 December 2016)

Emilie:
But it annoys me that I have to rely on my parents for everything.
(23 December 2016)

Emilie:
I really have only one friend outside of school who I spend time with.
(23 December 2016)

Emilie:
The friends that go to my school either can t hang out with me or don t want to.
(23 December 2016)

Emilie:
I have a decent sized group of friends but they re not very ideal.
(23 December 2016)

Meta:
What type of guy could I attract?
(23 December 2016)

Meta:
I don't do drugs, I rarely drink, and I am saving myself for Mr.
(23 December 2016)