Emotional guy

About me im 20 years old I live alone with my brother im just looking for someone to accept me for me I got anxiety and depression issues but im super friendly and nice im just sick of head games females play I get feelings very quick but I also want to get to know [...]
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Jimmie:
So, that's pretty much the story.
(3 December 2016)

Jimmie:
We pretty constantly grab each other's boobs and stuff like that, and she's always being kinda clingy and lovey with me, but I think this is pretty normal best friend behavior.
(3 December 2016)

Jimmie:
But, I have no proof that Mel likes me, though I know she's bi, and all our friends think we're dating.
(3 December 2016)

Jimmie:
I have had a crush on Mel for longer than I have had one on Susan.
(3 December 2016)

Jimmie:
The other part is, there's another girl in this situation.
(3 December 2016)

Jimmie:
The biggest issue is, we're both closeted, and both of our parents are religious and homophobic.
(3 December 2016)

Jimmie:
It will be both of our first kisses.
(3 December 2016)

Jimmie:
If she does say she wants to be in a relationship, I'll probably try to kiss her.
(3 December 2016)

Jimmie:
She'll have an answer for me tomorrow, which is very threatening.
(3 December 2016)

Jimmie:
I'm going to see her for the first time since that tomorrow, and I'm nervous.
(3 December 2016)