Seeking kind loving relationship

I’m a world reknown artist in my early 50’s in great shape wanting to meet a nice kind soft spoken thin girl in her early 30’s that loves children,.. family,… art,… music,… travel,.. etc,… please send me a few pictures,… etc,…. //meelp.com/profile/criggz921 Jerri:I actually still have feelings for him, but not sure how [...]
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Tempie:
I am so against slut shaming and I am mad that I am so bothered by this happening before I was even relevant.
(2 January 2017)

Tempie:
I know how much I mean to him and he makes this very clear, and I know in the grand scheme of things, this is not a big deal and he didn't know we were going to date at the time they hooked up, but this still bothers me immensely.
(2 January 2017)

Tempie:
It bothers me that he had sex with this girl who very openly sleeps around, and the image of them together in my mind always pops into my head.
(2 January 2017)

Tempie:
I am a virgin and although I'm not over religious or waiting until marriage, I view sex as a big deal.
(2 January 2017)

Tempie:
I am always liberal regarding my views on social issues including sex, but for whatever reason, this thought haunts me.
(2 January 2017)

Tempie:
It later came out that he hooked up with this girl I happen to dislike for other reasons (clashing personalities). They were drunk when this happened.
(2 January 2017)

Tempie:
For these reasons, I wrongly assumed he was a virgin.
(2 January 2017)

Tempie:
Leading into us dating, he always acted very nervous around me and he seemed to not know what he was doing dating wise.
(2 January 2017)

Tempie:
I have so much fun with him and he treats me very well, and overall I am very happy in this relationship.
(2 January 2017)

Tempie:
I've had a boyfriend for over half a year now.
(2 January 2017)