Great guy seeking ltr with a dominant woman

I am a single professional college educated guy. Great shape, successfull white. I am seeking a ltr with a DOMINANT woman. In public a normal couple but privately she controls me. She would not have to work and be spoiled daily. I would never touch another female but she would have total freedom. Into white [...]
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Tena:
He never texts or calls me throughout the year to see how I'm doing, just if he needs something.
(3 November 2016)

Tena:
When we have family get togethers or family dinners, I always ask how work and other things are going, he never asks me anything or seems interested in talking to me.
(3 November 2016)

Tena:
We're both married now, and I always say happy anniversary to him and his wife on their anniversaries, he never does the same for my husband or I.
(3 November 2016)

Tena:
He always has a way of making me feel less than him.
(3 November 2016)

Tena:
He's always been excellent at everything..school, in work, everything.
(3 November 2016)

Tena:
My brother and I have never really been close.
(3 November 2016)

Eleonore:
How to get money if your unable to get a real job?
(3 November 2016)

Eleonore:
I'm just very limited, the only thing I could think of is when my mom gets me money for grossires I could keep it and just not eat but that's not the ideal situation idk if anyone could help but it would be great to have some ideas?
(3 November 2016)

Tu:
Does she like me or just see me as a friend?
(3 November 2016)

Tu:
I like her a bit but I do not want to ask her out and mess.up our friendship as well if she doesnt feel the same way.
(3 November 2016)