BBW wanting to date

I’m looking for dating, ideally leading to something long term, and figured I’d give this a try. The only thing I ask is that if you plan to contact me, please be single and somewhat sane. I’m not great at describing myself and find it easier to get to know someone through an actual conversation, [...]
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Addie:
I don't know how the people here that do have close friendships and relationships do it, but it seems like I never have any luck.
(6 November 2016)

Addie:
I'm just not happy here anymore.
(6 November 2016)

Addie:
People always become cold and aloof.
(6 November 2016)

Addie:
I volunteer, attend events, go to film club in college, I reach out to people and always offer help or strike up an opportunity to help people.
(6 November 2016)

Addie:
I'm a guy that gets involved in everything.
(6 November 2016)

Addie:
When I first moved here, everyone else warned that its very hard to make friends here too.
(6 November 2016)

Addie:
I'm not the only one that has this view on this city.
(6 November 2016)

Addie:
Friendships don't last for more than 6 months, because everyone is selfish and concerned with themselves, no matter how much you do for them.
(6 November 2016)

Addie:
Every woman just leaves out of nowhere.
(6 November 2016)

Addie:
For some reason, nobody here can stay loyal or connect with one another.
(6 November 2016)